I’m very sad and very lonely. I’m sad at night when the day
is at its end and I realize that it’s another day that I’m alone. Then I get to
think that I’ll always be alone and no one will ever love me, because up to
this point so far no one has. I’ve dated, I’ve had relationships, but I’m still
just this alone loser. Ninety percent of my life, if not more, has been spent
alone. I know if I could be given the opportunity I would make a great
boyfriend for some lady… or at least I thought that. Now, I’m not too sure. I’m
a fat loser, always have been. I’m boring and undesirable no woman would
“crave” me. Who could blame them for that? I’m just a fat guy with nothing to
offer, or at least that’s what I’ve been broken down to think. I feel like I’m
doing something wrong for wanting to feel loved. Growing up I’ve always been a
person people didn’t want to be around, & now that I’ve been trying to date
it just feels like that even more. I tried online dating, & if get a
response & the girl goes out with me I feel like they just kind of regret
ever agreeing to go out with me once they’ve actually seen me in person.
Anyways enough bitching for tonight, I’m going to go cry myself to sleep and
hope tomorrow is a little better. Doubtful, but still need the hope.
Wednesday, August 29, 2012
Wednesday, August 22, 2012
Top Five Comics (August 22, 2012)
I know it has been awhile since I posted on here, things have been weird for me lately. I might go into that in another post, but right now we are here to talk about comics. For this week my top 5 comics are:
5. Batman, Incorporated #3 (DC Comics): Now I actually got my hands on a copy of this almost am month ago from my LCS, and I totally dug every page of it. Great art, great story, and really draws you in for the next issue (too bad for me that its still a month away). I know the delay was because of that tragic shooting in Colorado, but if DC didn't mention that I don't think I would have drawn the connection to the imagery in this issue, but we will never know since that's not the world we live in (and just because I wouldn't doesn't mean someone else wouldn't, right?). I wont go into any spoiler of the issue, but lets just say we seem some great characters return, and I still love the way Grant Morrison writes the dynamic of the Batfamily
4. Rocketeer: Cargo of Doom #1 (IDW): It's a brand new Rocketeer series, and a great time to get yourself familiar with this great character. Hopefully it follows in the styling of the last two Rocketeer series, with it being collections of short stories, but if not that's fine by me. I can always go for some high flying WWII adventures.
3. Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles #1 (IDW): Another IDW title on the list. I straight up love this series. It brings back so much of the nostalgic feels of being a kid watching the cartoon, but without the pander, or cringing of it not being as good as I remember it being as a kid. It honestly feels like the Turtles have grown up with me. The story has been great, and it is bring in some great plot ideas from all incarnations of the Turtles. Though this might also be me being blinded by my love for the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles, because as I am writing this I'm laying on my "bed" under my Ninja Turtles blanket that I've had for almost 20 years. Love it, and still is one of the most comfortable blankets I have in my house.
2. Captain America and Namor #635.1 (Marvel): Like I said "I can always go for some high flying WWII adventures." And what is more high flying WWII than a Captain America and Namor team up? Maybe teaming up with Commies and fighting Hitler, but that's only a maybe. This being a point one issue will hopefully be a great jumping on point for new readers. This title has become a this great team up book staring Cap, and coming up in a few months we get Cap teaming up with the Black Widow with art by my favorite artist Francesco Francavilla.
1. All-Star Western #12 (DC Comics): This has been consistently one of the best title from DC with their New 52 reboot last year. The creative team is solid, and some of the nicest people in the comic book industry (or at least out of the people in the comic book industry that I've met so far). Honestly I don't know what you're doing with your life if you read comics but don't read All-Star Western.
5. Batman, Incorporated #3 (DC Comics): Now I actually got my hands on a copy of this almost am month ago from my LCS, and I totally dug every page of it. Great art, great story, and really draws you in for the next issue (too bad for me that its still a month away). I know the delay was because of that tragic shooting in Colorado, but if DC didn't mention that I don't think I would have drawn the connection to the imagery in this issue, but we will never know since that's not the world we live in (and just because I wouldn't doesn't mean someone else wouldn't, right?). I wont go into any spoiler of the issue, but lets just say we seem some great characters return, and I still love the way Grant Morrison writes the dynamic of the Batfamily
4. Rocketeer: Cargo of Doom #1 (IDW): It's a brand new Rocketeer series, and a great time to get yourself familiar with this great character. Hopefully it follows in the styling of the last two Rocketeer series, with it being collections of short stories, but if not that's fine by me. I can always go for some high flying WWII adventures.
3. Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles #1 (IDW): Another IDW title on the list. I straight up love this series. It brings back so much of the nostalgic feels of being a kid watching the cartoon, but without the pander, or cringing of it not being as good as I remember it being as a kid. It honestly feels like the Turtles have grown up with me. The story has been great, and it is bring in some great plot ideas from all incarnations of the Turtles. Though this might also be me being blinded by my love for the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles, because as I am writing this I'm laying on my "bed" under my Ninja Turtles blanket that I've had for almost 20 years. Love it, and still is one of the most comfortable blankets I have in my house.
2. Captain America and Namor #635.1 (Marvel): Like I said "I can always go for some high flying WWII adventures." And what is more high flying WWII than a Captain America and Namor team up? Maybe teaming up with Commies and fighting Hitler, but that's only a maybe. This being a point one issue will hopefully be a great jumping on point for new readers. This title has become a this great team up book staring Cap, and coming up in a few months we get Cap teaming up with the Black Widow with art by my favorite artist Francesco Francavilla.
1. All-Star Western #12 (DC Comics): This has been consistently one of the best title from DC with their New 52 reboot last year. The creative team is solid, and some of the nicest people in the comic book industry (or at least out of the people in the comic book industry that I've met so far). Honestly I don't know what you're doing with your life if you read comics but don't read All-Star Western.
Tuesday, July 17, 2012
SDCC - Snorefest
Was it just me, or did this years SDCC seem kind of disappointing in the comic book area? By that I mean that there wasn't any real announcements from the big two. DC Comics released their solicits prior to the con, and Marvel announced there big Marvel NOW! non-reboot plans right before San Diego. With them doing that it seemed to me like they were going into last weekend on the defensive and ready for attack by some fans, which was the case with DC over the Stephanie Brown Smallville fiasco. Though with Marvel we saw something amazing with their movie plans. Iron Man 3, Thor: The Dark World, Captain America: The Winter Soldier, Ant-Man, and Guardians of the Galaxy.
As well we got to see the next armor for Iron Man in Iron Man 3
As well we got to see the next armor for Iron Man in Iron Man 3
Monday, July 9, 2012
Breaking Bad Appreciation
One of my favorite artists, Francesco Francavilla, recently started watching Breaking Bad, and because he has gotten into it the show so much that he has started doing minimalist posters for every episode and posting them up over at his blog. Below are the posters for season one:
Wednesday, June 27, 2012
Top 5 Comics (June 27, 2012)
I know I haven't been posting lately, that's because of some stressful stuff going on in my life and just not feeling like writing anything. But anyways here is this weeks top 5 list of comics:
5. Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles #11 (IDW): Honestly this is just a good fun comic blending bits from the original comic series and the cartoons that followed. In it the Turtles are trying to rescue Splinter from the Shredder. It's fun. It's exciting. It's damn fine read and you should pick this up if you have any love for the Ninja Turtles at all.
4. FF #19 (Marvel): The kids of the Future Foundation are on safari in Wakanda, and we may be getting a new member to the team. This comic almost seems like an oddity in comics these days with it being mostly about a group of kids having fun. Sure they are super intelligent kids. This issue seems like its going to be a fun one and done issue.
3. The Manhattan Project #4 (Image): Another Johnathan Hickman book for this week, and this time we get the Life and Death of Albert Einstein... or at least the life and death of Albert Einstein in The Manhattan Project. Solid read with interesting concepts. Just look at past post of mine to know I like Johnathan Hickman
2. Star Trek: The Next Generation/Doctor Who #2 (IDW): Just buy this to satisfy the raging geek boner that this crossover brings on. Borg & Cybermen working together and it's up to the Doctor and the crew from TNG to save the universe.
1. Batman, Incorporated #2 (DC Comics): I'm taking the summation of this issue from ifanboy "This is the story of a man and a woman fighting over the heart and soul of their child. Unfortunately for the world, the man is BATMAN, the woman is TALIA AL GHUL, and the child is DAMIAN."
5. Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles #11 (IDW): Honestly this is just a good fun comic blending bits from the original comic series and the cartoons that followed. In it the Turtles are trying to rescue Splinter from the Shredder. It's fun. It's exciting. It's damn fine read and you should pick this up if you have any love for the Ninja Turtles at all.
4. FF #19 (Marvel): The kids of the Future Foundation are on safari in Wakanda, and we may be getting a new member to the team. This comic almost seems like an oddity in comics these days with it being mostly about a group of kids having fun. Sure they are super intelligent kids. This issue seems like its going to be a fun one and done issue.
3. The Manhattan Project #4 (Image): Another Johnathan Hickman book for this week, and this time we get the Life and Death of Albert Einstein... or at least the life and death of Albert Einstein in The Manhattan Project. Solid read with interesting concepts. Just look at past post of mine to know I like Johnathan Hickman
2. Star Trek: The Next Generation/Doctor Who #2 (IDW): Just buy this to satisfy the raging geek boner that this crossover brings on. Borg & Cybermen working together and it's up to the Doctor and the crew from TNG to save the universe.
1. Batman, Incorporated #2 (DC Comics): I'm taking the summation of this issue from ifanboy "This is the story of a man and a woman fighting over the heart and soul of their child. Unfortunately for the world, the man is BATMAN, the woman is TALIA AL GHUL, and the child is DAMIAN."
Friday, June 15, 2012
Will Ferrell Friday (week 6)
Cheers! It's another Will Ferrell Friday and this week we are getting drunk... on some history!
(a more extended version can be found here)
(a more extended version can be found here)
Wednesday, June 13, 2012
Top Five Comics (June 13, 2012)
My top comics for this week are (miniseries edition):
5. The Massive #1 (Dark Horse): "At the end of the world, the story begins." By DMZ writer Brian Wood we get a new post apocalyptic story of the environmental-action trawler Kapital and its search for its sister ship The Massive. As the ships crew and captain face off against pirates, rebels, murderers, and thieves in search for its sister ship.
4. Before Watchmen: Silk Specter #1 (of 4) (DC Comics): Darwyn Cook and Amanda Conner, do I really need to say more? I haven't been looking forward to these Before Watchmen titles, but this one and Before Watchmen: Minutemen are the only one's I really care for. That is mostly for the amazing creative teams attached to them.
3. Fantastic Four #607 (Marvel Comics): The fallout of the Kree-Inhuman War. Find out what happens when the Fantastic Four visit the homeworld of the Kree Empire. What if anything will Black Panther play in this issue? This going to be Johnathan Hickman doing his thing with the Fantastic Four, and I don't have to tell you how much I enjoy that.
2. American Vampire: Lord of Nightmares #1(of 5) (Vertigo/DC Comics): The follow up to the award winning series of American Vampire: Survival of the Fittest. Story by Scott Snyder and phenomenal art by Dustin Nguyen. Check this series out! You are going to dig it!
1. Spider-Men #1(of 5) (Marvel Comics): The first crossover between Peter Parker (Amazing Spider-Man) and Miles Morales (Ultimate Spider-Man). This is bound to be a fun romp of a book.
5. The Massive #1 (Dark Horse): "At the end of the world, the story begins." By DMZ writer Brian Wood we get a new post apocalyptic story of the environmental-action trawler Kapital and its search for its sister ship The Massive. As the ships crew and captain face off against pirates, rebels, murderers, and thieves in search for its sister ship.
4. Before Watchmen: Silk Specter #1 (of 4) (DC Comics): Darwyn Cook and Amanda Conner, do I really need to say more? I haven't been looking forward to these Before Watchmen titles, but this one and Before Watchmen: Minutemen are the only one's I really care for. That is mostly for the amazing creative teams attached to them.
3. Fantastic Four #607 (Marvel Comics): The fallout of the Kree-Inhuman War. Find out what happens when the Fantastic Four visit the homeworld of the Kree Empire. What if anything will Black Panther play in this issue? This going to be Johnathan Hickman doing his thing with the Fantastic Four, and I don't have to tell you how much I enjoy that.
2. American Vampire: Lord of Nightmares #1(of 5) (Vertigo/DC Comics): The follow up to the award winning series of American Vampire: Survival of the Fittest. Story by Scott Snyder and phenomenal art by Dustin Nguyen. Check this series out! You are going to dig it!
1. Spider-Men #1(of 5) (Marvel Comics): The first crossover between Peter Parker (Amazing Spider-Man) and Miles Morales (Ultimate Spider-Man). This is bound to be a fun romp of a book.
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